sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...

It's already more than 3 weeks since I left this blog .. (Not to leave, but for the vacuum so I could concentrate for the national exam)

and now, HELLO EVERYBODY! sorry for making you wait the next post... I really wanted to write a post just yesterday, but my new job made me postponed this post.

Well, I became a model for an online shop owned by my friend. Her clothes were good, some are new and the others are the second items. But, do not miss understand, the brand of goods in this online shop is not bad. Cotton Ink, Bloop, etc ..

If you're interested, click Overjoyboutique Line

Why This Song Always Makes Me So Fantastic?!

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick
or the wolf's gonna blow it down

Keep your feet on the ground
And your head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
Well if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

Brick by Boring Brick, Brand New Eyes, Paramore

La la la.... Yeah!

Edo's hand
Drew by me, and Gilang
Painted by us and Erian





Fortunately he let us make some art on his hand, but after that the mission was accomplished,plus the draw couldn't be cleaned. Sorry for edo... ;p

The Fact of Mocked Lady.

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman
And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

Please, leave all overcoats, canes and top hats with the doorman
And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed
I'm wrecking this evening already and loving every minute of it
Ruining this banquet for the mildly inspiring and...

When you're in black slacks with accentuating, off-white, pinstripes
Whoa, everything goes according to plan

I am the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it
Because you say so under your breath
You're reading lips "When did he get at all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Next is a trip to the, the ladies room in vain, and
I bet you just can't keep up (keep up) with these fashionistas, and
Tonight, tonight you are, you are a whispering campaign
I bet to them your name is "Cheap"
I bet to them you look like sh--

Talk to the mirror, choke back tears.
And keep telling yourself that "I'm a diva!"
Oh and the smokes in that cigarette box on the table
They just so happen to be laced with nitroglycerin

I am the new cancer, never looked better, you can't stand it
Because you say so under your breath
You're reading lips "When did he get at all confident?"

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
Never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

Haven't you heard that I'm the new cancer?
I've never looked better, and you can't stand it

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike the punch

And I know, and I know, it just doesn't feel like a night out with no one sizing you up
I've never been so surreptitious, so of course you'll be distracted when I spike

by: Panic! at the disco, There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered

My Big Honors ;D

Well, I just wanna share you my happiness when I enjoyed my bestfriend's birthday party. It was my highest honors of being one of their friends, also edit the picture. :))



I was wearing 11cm tall heels.Fortunately I didn't get my feet cripped. Fiuhhh....

Sheered Cut!

yuhuuuuuu!This is my hottest look.. ;p

-Stripey Tank, Local Lines, on tank top
-Denim Blouse, Levi's, on outerwear
-Legging, on tight
-Doc Marten boots look a like, Clique, on shoes

BRT = Boarded Ruck Transroads

Just wanted to share it to you, last Thursday I managed to ride on the typical vehicle of my town, yes, those people called BRT or 'Trans Semarang'.

Errhhhh, but actually I did not enjoy it at all. Just imagine, yet time after school but it was crowded by many passengers. Moreover, drivers who do not consider passenger comfort. :(

Okay, move on to other news, my order of shoes just arrived! But there are some things that really made me disappointed. One of the two shoes is not enough when I used to go to the mall with my friends. Sigh *
I had to sue the seller, as soon as possible! Anyway, here's my two shoes.


And the last is not fit on my feet ..

Ahhaaaa! Actually I want to show the new clothes I had bought, but what could I do, I'm lazy to take pictures of the clothes that my clothes. Maybe next time I'll show you ..

Trouble Is A Friend

I finally arrived at my house, and yes, with a new story that will tell you..

Well, actually not a good news, and I still hide it in front of my parents..

rrhhh ... All proceeds from my Tryout nothing is complete! T_T

oh, Lord, I test three times live but no one pass, but was caused by my laziness, too...

And also, I would often sit in front of the computer than reading and doing exercises.. Damn!

I seem to be more serious in the fourth Tryout .. You also do not forget to pray for me to pass the national exams and entrance exams for new students at the university that I really want!

oh, there's something I want to tell you again, two days ago I had just bought some DVD movies, including a Sherlock Holmes, District 9, New Moon, and One Piece, my favorite movie..

SHERLOCK HOLMES IS REALLY AWESOME!

Oh My Gosh ... The film was entered in the category of the most amazing films this year after the Avatar, well even though this category that I made myself .. But at least these films deserve given four thumbs up! Always inspires me and makes me very impressed. Below is the trailer of Sherlock Holmes, you can see it.

oh, I'm also waiting for the arrival of Eclipse (the saga of twilight), this film is the third series, so I had to watch it .. Keep in mind, I just liked the film production abroad, but do not freak with players twilight players, who I admire is the story and the effects created. I do not forget to insert a trailer, take a look ..


PS: I want to say many thanks to Edo, which has reminded me to write a new post in here ..

Beautify the Existing Thing

I was bored at home all day, fuuhh, I should have gone to school, but I'm too lazy to face the boring lesson that is repeated every day ..
But what the hell, I was finally able to find some activities that severe my boredom.
The charger spare time:
1. play Sudoku
2. editing multiple photos
3. learn chemistry
4. ONLINE!
Here are some pictures after I edit.



I'm bored

The End Is Coming!

For you who just like me, who are really struggling to deal with the national exam school, do not go on late in the tension ..

Maybe you can reduce the pressure, because after school national examination will be held Promnite party, you can find a suitable costume to wear during the party, and go shopping too. Oh, almost forgot, we even have to take care of our catalog photo session ... You do not want our memories destroyed during the 3 years because of our bad pictures, not neatly arranged, and no better than other schools, huh? So be prepared from now! Well if you're confused, you can submit to the photo agency about this inconvenience. Then after that you can find a costume in accordance with the theme of your class ...

And I've just designed the costumes that will I wear on the show Promnite, after this I plan to leave it to the tailor to be made according to the draft ..

Want to know what I designed? Look ..

Yes, I have designed Skinny Marching band's Blazzer, you must have seen it, because it is often used by marching bands in action. But I designed the materials used in making the office suit, and you must know, purple is the color basically! For buttons, I'll get gold. Very glamorous like theme promnite predetermined party! On the other parts of cloth, will also slipped a gold color, to look mixed.

And I've ordered 2 pair of high heels from the online shop to complete. Oh Lord, I can not wait for my shoes and Promnite Party! Well, catalog photo session also included ..

Happy shopping, ladies!

Love and Gifts! Yey!

Hoaaaaaahhhmmm ... I'm very sleepy today after carried out Tryout english this morning...
All based on reading! Imagine, 50 questions and no one was based structure!
~ _ ~
Anyway, yesterday I signed up as new members in Deviantart.com. Actually I've signed up in 2008, but I forgot the password .. Hehehehe ..
And the work that I put in deviantart are photos below this post, yeah, I still hope my work will appear again and can be enjoyed ..
if you have time, please see petitlassie.deviantart.com
there is one more thing, happy Valentines Day everyone!
you must get a special gift from your mate!
just like me and my boyfriend who was working in Pontianak has sent me chocolates, I hope a lot of chocolate!
Hehehe, happy enjoy your special gift on Valentine's Day!

Beg For Health, and There Will Be Nothing To Lose

Hello everybody!

Finally I came back after the fight with my boyfriend ..

I just cheated, haha, not a cheat but to quote how do I edit photos from Gogirl magz ..

Actually I'm not entirely cheating exactly, I even had time to mix with my picture editing style, and the results look more amazing!

You must see it, because the edited image is a photo portrait of myself, and I chose my picture so as not to be considered plagiarism by others ..

Many steps must I do to these photos look good, because I just got a technique that is taught amateur, but who would have thought these photos looked better. Haha!

The first I label this 'Sensitively Darken'

The second is 'Pure Adolescent'

The third is 'Under the City Flash'

And the last is 'Alien Reconstruction'

How do you say?

Anyway, there's one more thing I want to say and I ask you, this is about my strange illness ..

Last 3 days I always took a bloody phlegm, but my dad said it was natural that if I had just coughed loudly, unfortunately I did not cough! Sounds weird, but after that I began to feel the phlegm is not out of the throat, but from the respiratory tract in my head, and out of my mouth. Hiks, can somebody tell what illness I suffer? I do not want to go to the doctor because the doctor was really slick, they always gave the diagnosis as they pleased just to meet their commercial needs it, but maybe patients who were examined in good health. I want to know from people with expertise in this field and after that I can directly go to the drugstore to buy the antidote. That's much better!

passive option

what will you choose?
a. Being proud of what you haven't done (even it had done by other people)
b. Being more focus to do anything that would get your popularity increased (even it's
a bad thing)
c. Being honest and kill the selfish you
d. Do anything
e. Keep fooling around with your wrong action

feels like...

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
she felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
the same mistakes again

What's wrong what's wrong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home
but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
But no place to go
No place to go
to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected
Now you can't find
what you've left behind....

By Avril Lavigne <3

howa mess ya!

hooooaaahhmmm... This wet february makes me lazy to do anything. Yeah of course with many work I have to do. I just running well with my schedule, tryout exam, and so then.. Damn.... These things only make my room become mess! And also, I still try to flee from my illness, wow, my bed almost covered by tissues! yaks!

Since now I am a new bad blogger, I wanna start to write everything that i've done..

First, I chose to be a protocol in a meeting between school and ID vice president tomorrow, well I called from Loud intercom, but it didn't occured, because actually tonight I'll get off from this lil'fucking city to bigass Jakarta to date with my boyfriend. I was so nervous being a protocol on today's exercise. Yeah, my illness saved me. So I would be replaced by my junior. fiuhhh... But sorry I couldn't put any picture of me at that event, because it was sooooo embarassing!

Second, finally I have been wrapped my boy's gift, it looks like newyear trumpet. But it's fine, the important thing is from my deep heart, I adore him so much! I'll show you photos of us when we meet. I hope it will be the sweetest date, because I miss him.

Thirth, I just have a new flat fringe, necklace(bought at MYSS STore), also a new glasses!

Since my eyes had minus from third grade in elementary, I need to wear glasses, and now minus has became 4.5- and the left eyes has more cylinder 0.75 ...sigh*. The old one has broken, and Pretending looked not like a nerd, I chose this style and color. Hows that?

The last, I'd like to shopping at Jakarta city, forget all of my hard stress, walking around and take some photo, and I'll show you soon or later.
Ok, who wanna join?? Just take a rest first and keep healthy, not like me, huhuhu..

All things need money!

Holla my pals! I’m back with my gorgeous things that I’d show to you….

Guess what, I just bought a half round hat, but I call it ‘Princess Diana’s Hat’ because she always wore that kind of hat for going outdoor. And I also wanna tell you all about the price of it.. It just cost 90000IDR! Hohoho.. What a lucky day I have! Here’s my cute hat.

Although the price of my hat is rather cheap, I had to bought another thing for my boyfriend’s birthday gift.. Actually I only wanted to buy him shoes, or perfume, but he suddenly told me that he wanted to choose the gift himself. Then I felt something bad about my pocket in my bag (I mean, his gift would cost quite expensive! Huh…)

Finally he chose Tirpitz battle ship kit, I’ve been bought this kit since last Thursday. For buy that kid, I needed to save my money from November last year to last January.. And you should know how big it is, it’s around 100x25 cm.. Fiuh…

And the last is I just got a secondhand laptop from my richest sister. Hihihihi.. The truth was my sister wanted to buy a new notebook, and forcedly I ask the old one to be mine, hehehehe…
Anyway, yesterday I put a new layout for this blog, I took it from allblogtools.com
Hope you like it.. :D
PS: I got influenza, fever, and my voice has lost.. HELP ME!

ketidakpercayadirian dan kemunafikan

Sayang sekali jika orang yang kalian kasihi sebagai teman tapi menganggap kalian nggak baik, apalagi dari sudut pandangnya yang sama sekali nggak umum, mungkin bisa dibilang sangat pribadi. Ada alasan aku ngomong kayak gini, karena masih aja ada orang AUTIS, maksudku, lihatlah mereka, menciptakan dunianya sendiri tanpa mau orang lain membicarakannya dan masuk ke dunianya. Pertanyaannya: KENAPA? WHY? HOW COULD IT BE?

Aku di sini sebagai pemilik blog pengen bercerita secara transparan sama kalian, bisa juga dibilang share or minta nasehat. Tapi aku di sini juga nggak mau dianggap memelas diri.

Dia seseorang yang sangat nggak mau disalahkan, katakan saja nggak mau dikalahkan.

She pretends to having many friends in surreal worlds than in real worlds.

Banyak orang dinilainya copycat her style, pengkhianat, backstabber, traitor or apalah itu. Yang paling membuatku tertawa, dia menjelek-jelekkan orang saat kejelekan itu dia lakukan.

"Hey, aku tidak suka orang mengcopy style orang lain! Lihat, dia memakai pita di rambut seperti model luar negeri ini." setelah itu aku melihatnya memakai pita itu di rambutnya sendiri

"Hey, aku tidak suka orang pamer dan sombong!" setelah itu dia menunjukkan semua barang yang baru saja dibelinya, itu pamer bukan ya?

"Hey, hari gini masih jaman ya ngata2in orang lewat status or wall?" setelah itu berentet-rentet dia mengkritik orang lewat hal-hal tersebut

"Hey, kalau kalian punya masalah denganku, jangan ngumbar kejelekan dan ngomong di belakang, berbicaralah tepat di depanku!" setelah itu dia mengkritik orang lain tanpa ada kontak apapun dengan orang itu.

Dia bekas perokok berat, kenapa dia harus setuju dengan perempuan perokok sedangkan setelah menyandu rokok dia menutupi bibirnya yang hitam itu dengan pemerah bibir?

tidak percaya dirikah dia?

Dia berkata ingin membalas dendam, dan tidak dilakukan.

Maaf ya aku tidak pernah sekalipun menutupi kejelekan yang sudah orang lain tau.

Pantaskah orang seperti dia dipertahankan lagi menjadi teman? Apalagi setalah bertengkar aku yang lebih dulu mengajak untuk baikan. Then aku dianggap betrayer karena sudah berteman dengan musuhnya. Hey girl, what are you thinking?? Kamu juga berteman dengan musuh dari musuhmu! Di sini aku juga ingin menjelaskan kenapa aku berteman dengan musuhnya.

Aku hanya ingin membeli barang dari onlineshopnya. Dan kalaupun dia bercerita tentang kamu, aku hanya mendengarkan. Dan menurutku kali ini kamu salah besar, berani sekali bercerita tentang musuhmu kepadaku tanpa tau apa yang sebenarnya terjadi.

Jangan berkata kamu belajar dewasa kalau umur dan tingkahlakumu bertolak belakang seperti ini. sigh*

Ternyata susah berteman dengan autis.

Ayo,berikan pendapat kalian!

yeah! I found it, baby!!!

( click on draw to enlarge my masterpiece )

Many things would spread out to your brain when you focus on something else, and of course you often lost that brillian things because they're just unpredictable.. These draw show me that I ever catched a spreaded thing in my brain.. Drawed by order, and you have to know that those inspirations came over when I was sleeping. Hope you like it! :D

new look!

Yeah! Finally in my precious age, my mother permitted me to color my hair! And I, I mean my hairstylist chose redbrown color for my hair, of course with no charge, because it has been paid by my richest sister.. hahah!
But it wasn’t free at all, first I should wait her to smoothed her hair for 4 hours! Sigh*
Okay, back to the topic, this action is included as my alteration list on 2010.. and the new motto for this year is: NEW YEAR, NEW CHANGES!
Take a look for my hair,dude..





And the last is about my new outlook, it was my plan to change my appearance, as I said, taylor momsen inspired me! These are the new photograph of my new look..



okay, that's all, enjoy it! ;*

he reminds me..

Well, the time in january is keep running.. Reminds me about my relationship with my boyfriend.. Yes! It has been two years passed since he asked me whether I would be his girlfriend... So sweet when he asked me with a kind of marriage proposal, yeah, I remember that.. then now i just found his old poem on my inbox! Hahah, okay! Here I show you..

1. 2 0 1 0

Tomorow will gonna pass the line

and the year will come to an end

Wishes that the new one would run fine

and im gonna celebrate my day at nine

Baby i really miss u there

a kilometers to go from here

but february i promise we will share

hundreds smile and lough together

*Luv u my vampire girl

2. When i had made mgic i usd to smiling, aprciating wht ive dne n hpe pples lve it. Thts the true hppnes 4 me, whn ur work worthy to others...

3. Whn shes smle,i dnno smhw, she cld brghtn my glm lfe & tgh shes yger thn m, i cld see hpe n myfture in her eyes! - lovelovediedie -

4. Sorry if im disturb u, but i jst wana tel Kep sleping wel (if ure stil so). Hpe u wld hv a nce day today. Love u mily. Mmuah:$.

5. Can u see,can u beL|eve,the worLd saw |s true,

| got sing,|got s|ng song,4 ur my Lady rose,

When u open ur heart n u sLeep n the thousand years,U my Lady..

yey, it's some of his poems... The others will be kept myself.. hehe.. Hope you like it,pals!